Thank you Sim Yuen...for being with me for a year plus...you showed your love to me...cared for me...be with me when i'm alone...you gave your every 1st time to me...but all i did was breaking your heart times and times again...i'm useless...sorry for bugging you these few days...begging for forgiveness...you gave me alot of chances but i never appreciate it...its all my fault...i brought this up...i shall not regret what i've did to you...Edmund you're 1 lucky guy...treat her perfectly...and you can feel that you're the luckiest guy in the world...if you ever hurt her...i wont let you go...sigh...i know you wont...only brainless ppl like me would hurt her...her heart is very very fragile...she can cry very very easily too...surprise her more...she can smile whole day for just 1 surprise...well you're so much sweeter and caring than i am...suffering from insomnia...every night almost 4am only can sleep but have to wake up at 6am de...after what happened tonight...i dont think that i can sleep anymore...and and...i even jump down few times from those monkey bars and bang my head to the wall...i cant feel any pain...but my heart is freaking pain...i cant stand it...i feel like throwing it away...i wish you two will last forever...thx Sim...thx for being so caring for me...i cant promise you but i'll try...*forceful smile* thx for the cd...and everything...i'll treasure it well
Mui...thx for cheering me up...i'm sorry if i fuhin you when you were cheering me up...but that time i was so depressing...dont worry bout me k? i'll be fine...just need some time...*forceful smile again*
and friends...i love you...everyone...gor...jie...mui...and my twinny...and *you*
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