hah ! stupid thoughts

Its 21st may...Friday...din go to school due to no exam...gahhh you know...L-A-Z-Y...and also sigh...something's up that hurt me badly

i woke up at 6.30am...after that...did ntg but read all the post of her blog...

so many things i wanna know now...so many things i wanna ask

read all your old post...realized that you both were really sweet together...maybe i shouldn't have appear infront of her...then she wouldn't have suffer right now...

seeing your past post i've thought of alot of things...i dont have that sweet long memories like you 2 were together...maybe i should step back but i really wanted to be with you =(

well its not my decisions now...its her's

saw alot of pictures from your blog...you're so cute...pretty...funny...haha

i'm just an ordinary person...i could never get such a girl like you i guess...i cant afford to have you...well how to say that..."mou zhi gak"

i know...3 years of memories isn't easy to forget...if you needed time...take you time...take as long as you wants...i'll be waiting for you...you know i will

its like i have 2 brains now...each is thinking the opposite things...

1st Brain : i will wait for her...if you really wants to be with her...go for it...be patient...i'm sure you could get her to be with you back one day...she just needs time now...

2nd Brain : give up man...they've been 3 years together...she couldn't forget those memories...you read her blog post too right? She wants a 2nd chance...means she dont wanna be with you dee...you'll never get such pretty girls like her to be yours

how? =( my head is gonna explode sooner or later...

what's in my mind now is...

Love me

Love me not

Love me

Love me not

Love me

Love me not

Love me

Love me not

Love me

Love me not...... 

*continues...no ending of it*  

pleasedontleaveme =(